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aft85

hello there
so basically i very uncomplicatedly gained an insane amount of weigh from being depressed, unemployed and eating lots of food. Especially cheese, which i'm avoiding entirely till May (when i'm having a party). Mostly i want to diet because i hate looking at myself, hate that its become a joke to friends, and want to get my life back on track without everyone being like ':O what happened.' Which people do, ALL THE TIME.

Anyway, I've managed since sunday to stick under 1200 calories, since i don't do much at all with my days, but i suspect it will be hard to stick it out because life is so miserable and there are a lot of cheap unhealthy places near me.

Plus, i bought a nice tartan skirt, and i'd like to get down into it, and be able to do that in general with clothes.

I've always had issues with food. Had therapy but it went nowhere.