I NEED MOTIVATION AND SUPPORT!!!

MFP has helped me twice to lose a significant amount of weight in the past (after two pregnancies)... But now I have steadily been gaining weight for over a year and have gained 40 lbs as a result. In Dec. 2012 I weighed 130 lbs, and now I weigh 170 :( I have been trying to 'get back on the wagon' for a year and just can't get myself motivated. I don't fit in any of my old dresses, and am sooo embaressed by my weight gain that I just want to stay home and not go to any functions. I can't keep going down this path and need friends to support me and hold me accountable!!! Please add me, I need to get real with my weight and start being healthy again!