Add me thursday VGS

Spw717

Its been a tough choice but this thursday its happening ,,,im a low bmi 32. 185 5 ft 4 56. But i gained 20 pounds this year 20 the prior...i have battled obesity my entire life. Some success for a while back when i had a metabolism. Wasnt post menopause..wasnt without a thyroid.....i have in the past two years started chloesterol meds,,,having bad osteoarthritis,,,im too young to feel this bad..i hate having photos taken...i dont feel good in my skin want to get back under 150 a realistic weight. My worrys...will i loose...and how i will deal with loosing the social part of eating out and a glass of wine..,i no i can have this again but not now.would love some buddys