Needing a lot of motivation and support!

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I'm back again! It's been a long while since I've been on here. I got into a rut and could not get out of it. I still feel like I'm there in that rut but I have to get motivated again. I actually joined two different pay sites today and after viewing them I don't think they offer anything different then what I get right here for free. Plus, I have personal friends on here. I just need to get some more support so going to try the forums on here to see if I can get the extra support I need.