I got a long way to go

Saffy4ever

Would like a friend on my journey,I started losing weight in 2009, I know I was over weight then but being a single mum and having a disabled child it was hard, so I got a trainer once a week and a exercise bike I had about 4 stone to lose, and I loses a stone in the 1st month, then my disabled child passed away, and i sat and ate big caramel chocolate bars, every night, in 2010 I moved in my new partner out the city I was born, in fresh start, I went to work as a home carer didn't drive so walked so lost the weight I put on eating chocolate and locking my self away. 2012 I had my 4th child my partners 1st, but had a bad pregnancy where I couldn't move, I didn't go back to work and have been at home ever since, it's hard without my wage, my partner pays the bills, so I had no money,so don't go out unless he gives me some,I have just registered as a childminder, which I think will help me, but I am now feeling like mee from -2009, got my exercise bike out of garage, and this 1st week I have lost 7 and a half pound, I know I eat healthy anyway, I mostly cook fresh, but my partner used to buy takeaways and a lot it was like part of are menu once a week, he works nights doesn't eat much and since I got pregnant put weigh on his excuse I haven't eaten for 2 days, he would moan and I would give in, so I have cut the junk out and I have told him take always have to go back being a treat, so trying to push him to eat healthy but only he can decided that , I know me and my girls have decided no takeaways in the house, I'm luckily my girls like to eat healthy, 9 and 16 months, I have a lot more weight to lose now since 2009 so my 1st goal is to shift the 1st lot, then start on the 2nd lot, I'm not on a diet , I'm just eating more healthy I love to cook, and my kids like me to cook then the freezer fish fingers and chips, so love a buddy on my travels to a new me