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Hi Im Staci. SAHM of a 4 yr old and an 8 yr old. Pre-baby I was 114 and told I looked like death walking around all skin and bones. After both my kids I have gained almost 40 pounds. I am currently 149.8. I've always ate healthy and exercised at least 3 times a week. My change this time is I am taking Garcinia. I love it. I am pro-pill. I am looking for people to talk to and discuss things. General, mom stuff, and diet stuff. I am a struggling alcoholic. Which is a lot of the reason I have gained so much weight so I would also like to find some friends who support me.