I'm so disappointed in my self

My starting weight was 167 at the most and I went down to 118 at my smallest. Then last year I moved away and started working at Disney world. My hours sucked and I worked about 65 hours a week so very little time to work out. I didn't eat the best while down there. I moved back home and noticed I went up to 124 pounds I was pretty upset at my self.
I now check my weight and I'm at 134 pounds. I'm SO angry at my self ! Even worse I'm getting married in 2 months and have so much stress on me! And now seeing how large I got I'm angry and upset. I'm scared to not fit in my dress :(. I wish I hadn't let my self get to this level

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  • weightliftingdiva
    weightliftingdiva Posts: 522 Member
    You lost the weight once, you can do it again. We all know how you feel - it stinks, but you can get back to your goal weight. :flowerforyou:
  • psych101
    psych101 Posts: 1,842 Member
    Start now, today. Use that feeling as a positive force to keep you going
  • Branstin
    Branstin Posts: 2,320 Member
    Have a wonderful wedding and deal with the weight issue after the honeymoon.
  • emtjmac
    emtjmac Posts: 1,320 Member
    You can so totally do this. Let your light shine.
  • itsjen516
    itsjen516 Posts: 86
    Have a wonderful wedding and deal with the weight issue after the honeymoon.
    thank you I'm just scared my dress won't fit since it was tight to begin with when I got ot
  • bjshields
    bjshields Posts: 677 Member
    How tall are you? You look beautiful and healthy. Why beat yourself up?
  • Branstin
    Branstin Posts: 2,320 Member
    Have a wonderful wedding and deal with the weight issue after the honeymoon.
    thank you I'm just scared my dress won't fit since it was tight to begin with when I got ot

    Just get it adjusted. You probably still have a boatload of things to do for the wedding so don't stress yourself out over the weight. Things will be a lot less stressful after the wedding and then you could focus more of dropping those extra pounds.
  • itsjen516
    itsjen516 Posts: 86
    How tall are you? You look beautiful and healthy. Why beat yourself up?
    I am 5'5
    My biggest issue is my mid section like with most of us -_-