hi

Confused892014

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yesterday i had half a bottle of vodka and my mind was literally 100% clear. i was physically affected. people told me that i was not walking straight and my head felt dizzy and strange BUT you know how when people drink they act crazy and say weird things. my mind was completely clear.

sucks so bad, now i feel even worse, i can't lose weight to save my life AND i can't even drink to forget about it since my mind is crystal clear. i'm not willing to drink more than half a bottle of vodka a day since i don't want to die

going swimming today as i've signed up for the swimming pool but what's the point, i know i won't lose weight anyways