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Hi im jane a39 year old mum to 4 I did my fitness pal last year and list 2 stone I was so motivated but I started a new job in march and I have found it harder to make the time for me and I have put on over 12 lbs I keep losing a coiple of lbs then putting it straight back on. I need some new friends on here to keep me on track and hopefully I can motivate in retuen. I am planning ti re new pur wedding vowes to celebrate 21 years married next year and have just order the dress in a size thats too small so I really need to get my head into gear :)