Can't find my way!!!

mrsbuzz

Well I am really struggling to find my motivation to lose the weight again. About 4 years ago I joined this site and lost 20 lbs and was doing great, but soon after I stopped and gained some weight back then about a few months later I got pregnant with my 3rd son. I thought I was doing well I didn't even gain 20lbs with my pregnancy. After I had him I was a nursing and got back to my pre pregnancy weight and then I started slowing gaining all my weight back and now I at my heaviest ever.

I can't seem to find my motivation. Food and pop seem to control me. I want to be healthier to be able to play with my kids and to comfortable in my own skin. I get upset with the way I look but I do nothing about it. I seem to eat more the more I get upset with my body.

Can anyone help??:sad: