Introducing myself

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Currently weighing 196, have gained 15 pounds in just over two weeks from starting drinking again. I struggle with both my weight and alcoholism so looking for support on both of these things.
I lost over 70 pounds over last year and in february I was pretty much at my goal weight and feeling really positive about everything and in control. As I've began drinking again my weight has been going up and up without me really noticing for a while but now I feel I'm back at where I started and I feel SO disappointed in myself. I can't believe i've let this happen to myself again and I'm struggling to even leave the house today.