11:11, make a wish

thebuleboy

My name is Amanda, I'm 20 years old and I'm socially awkward.
I've been trying to lose weight for what seems like forever and I've succeed a lot of the times, I'll drop like 30 lbs and once someone mentions it I get self conscious and stop. I never tell anyone I'm losing weight, I always feel like they'll laugh at me and I know that's stupid. Why would someone laugh at someone who's overweight wanting to get healthy but it's a mental block and I can't stop it. I guess that's one of the obstacles I have to overcome on my journey to a healthier me.
Anyway,
I like elephants and the colour blue.
I am now introduced
*bows*
*applause*
*awkwardly backs away*
Nice to meet you guys!

getnfit87

ntmu also, good luck on your journey, I feel where you are coming from, I'm a bit of a closet weightloser myself lol, I know I could stand to be healthier and lighter, but I kinda hate the idea of letting people know I am trying to change things, guess I hate to admit I'm not perfect lol, smh, I really think being on mfp and interacting with people who are also working toward similar goals with whom one can talk and not worry so much about being judged has really made it a lot easier on me, so again good luck getting to where you want to be