Need to get back it!

miissnessa

Hello everyone! I've been a member of MFP for awhile but every time I lose just 15 pounds and I get motivated here, somehow I get off track and I end up eating bad again and not bothering to come on here cause i'm too ashamed. I've gained all my weight back and it's really taking a toll on my body. I always am so tired and I always feel so gross and just so sick of the way I'm living. I get fast food all the time and I eat way too much carbs/fats/sugar/etc to the point where I could develop all these health risks. I don't wanna live my live in fear anymore. I have PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) and so I should be maintaining my weight and exercising and eating the right foods but it's so hard. I don't have any income to get the right foods and I don't have money for a gym membership. I try walking every so often around my neighborhood but I always give up. It's so hard when I have no support at home. That's why I wanna try to be on here more and hopefully get some motivation and support from other people even if you don't know me personally, some encouragement to start again and to stay that way to a healthier lifestyle and learning to love myself would really help. Thank you so much.