dreading the holidays (just a whinge)

I am dreading the summer holidays.
My gym routine will be ruined. I fear I will go crazy.
I love having the kiddo off school I honestly do but I can't go to the gym.

I am preparing, I have weights in the house and pt devising a programme. I'm just going to miss my gym time.
I feel guilty even admitting it.
Sorry. Just needed to get that out.