Mental issues and workingout.

So i am 21 and i got ocd. Its like tiering and wasting my whole day.. Trying to get out of it.. But i am unemployed.

I got a job interview tomorrow on the friday 1, august. But i got this ocd.. If i go to the interview and get the job,. im going to get deadly ilness and die.. Unless i dont accept the job or dont got to the interview..

Because i know some one who died on firday the first many years ago because of a deadly ilness.


This is tearingme appart.. i get so scared

Please i need guidance

This isent a troll... this is a real problem for me thats been going on for years