Insulin Resistance .. am I really??

Hi I am new here my Nutritionist told me to log on here an start keeping track.. I have so many things I already keep track of I don't know which end is up.. But I felt better after the first few weeks of diet change but now I feel bad again ...Do I REALLY have this problem? By bad I mean bad different now NOT the same feeling! I just don't know what to do!

I suffer from Hoshimoto's as well an they took my med off the shelf last spring so I have been on that roller coaster ride for the last yr. I would like to rack this new problem up to low motivation, ( no workouts) bad eating habits .. to many margarita's over the winter!! While I was soul searching as to find a new Endo Dr! lol lol

Today .. I am eating like I would normally eat, with out the 40, 30 30 an track my blood sugars..
I am not a big person , I do not eat a lot .. period! ....

My frustration is mounting as I have not felt Normal for the last year an 3 months! .... I am to Young to feel like this! :(

Thanks for letting me VENT!!