Back again...

Hello All!
I'm back again. I feel so wishy-washy!

This is my- I don't even know how many times- attempt to finally get this weight off.

Quick tid bit about me-

A little over a year ago, I graduated from college. That's how long it's been- a year. And i put on 30 lbs. I have terrible metabolism- I watch what I eat very closely but if i don't exercise, too- the weight goes on.

In 2012, I ran a half marathon. First time ever- I trained for it in 3 months and completed it.

At that time I was a size 2, 130 lbs. Perfect for me- I was very happy with my body. I rode horses almost every day and had a job working at the barn that required me to always be moving and lifting something.

Now- I'm up to a size 6/8 (UGH) and about 160 lbs. I'm not tall- just naturally more bulky/muscular than most girls- so 130 looks good on me.

I go to the gym 3/4 times a week, and just completed my first 5k of the summer. I don't have the funds to ride anymore, and I have a sedentary desk job. I'm taking classes so studying has to come first over everything- along with my full time job and class 8 hours a week....

But I need help. Size 8? Ugh. When I have the ability to be in a size 2?! Even a 4 would make me happy/

any support would be helpful!
Thank you!

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