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coryl_dork

Hiiiii! My name's Coryl (note the L on the end. ;D)
I'm a 19 year old female in university, entering my third year in Windsor, Ontario. I've struggled with my weight since puberty, and am recovering from EDNOS, but want to commit to a healthier lifestyle.
I've been flip-flopping between wanting to lose my weight and earn a slimmer, fitter body I love, or just loving myself as a beautiful lady with fat. It's kind of hard to go on a weight-loss journey when people are constantly bashing thinness in the media, and the influx of "love your body the way it is" mantras. I will not be shamed into accepting my body because someone else tells me I should--whether they're saying I should accept a fat body or a thin body. So I'm going to get fit and work towards having a body I want.
This is my second time trying on MFP. The first time around, my EDNOS got worse, almost developing into full-on anorexia. I'm ready to try again. My relationship with food has gotten much, much better. I just need encouragement along the way to 1) eat healthily and 2) exercise regularly!

Now, I think I might be going a bit intense with this. 6x a week = workouts (3x weight training, 3x running, 1x rest day), and a net calorie intake of 1200 (ish. 1200 - 1400; MFP really needs to do a ranged calorie count on the website...).
I love exercising--I love the rush of endorphins while I'm doing it, the satisfaction of accomplishing a full workout when I'm done, and the pride of starting another day with another workout. Sweat makes me happy, so I try to sweat as much as possible.

SW: ~200lbs, back in December 2013/January 2014.
CW: 176lbs, without even trying past March!
GW: ~135lbs by 2015. I'll decide when I'm closer, but I think this is reasonable. I lose weight very easily, so my ~2lbs/week goal right now works for me.
Also, I'm 5'3", so if you have similar goals or measurements, we should be friends and help each other along the way. c:

But yes! Hello! Hi! Maybe this time around, after making some friends on here, I'll stick with my goals and not mess up so horribly. Sorry for the long post. I'm a bit scatter-brained today.