Need motivation! Desperate.

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I started my weight loss journey again. I had managed to loose 50 lbs last year. I was doing great. I was down to 191 for the first time in years. Then on May 13, 2014 my 23 year old daughter passed away. Since then I have been on a bad path of overeating. Desperate to get my life back on track. Exercise usually makes me feel so good just lack motivation.