Im sick of...

dhill_84

I put this in my blog yesterday but thought I would share with everyone else.

IM SICK OF ....

I'm sick of feeling sluggish and slow.
I'm sick of beating myself up after every bad food session.
I'm sick of the negative self-analysis reel that constantly runs through my head.
I'm sick of being the third wheel.
I'm sick of being the "fat chick".
I'm sick of looking in my closet at all the clothes that are too small.
I'm sick of living for "tomorrow, when I'm thin."
I'm sick of avoiding uncomfortable social situations because I'm too self conscious to just enjoy them.
I'm sick of hiding behind people in photographs.
I'm sick of sitting on the couch, I want to MOVE and ENJOY it!
I'm sick of not doing something because I'm not fit enough.
I'm sick of my pudgy hands.
I'm sick of my big belly.
I'm sick of my double chin.
I'm sick of plus size stores that have nothing stylish.
I'm sick of lower back pain.
I'm sick of not living my life to the fullest.
I am sick of hearing myself say, "I'm going to start counting calories tomorrow" and then giving in to the first craving that I have.
I am sick of becoming winded everytime I move the length of myself.
I am sick of having to propel myself out of a chair in order to get up!
I am sick of having to worry if I'll even fit into the chair to being with.
I am sick of being the biggest person in the room!
I am sick of my lack of confidence. I am tired of not socializing like I once did.
I am sick of making jokes about how big I am to convince other people that I am okay with my size.
I am sick of the lack of willpower that I show when there is sweets in the house. I am an adult right! I should have better control!
I'm sick of pulling the plug on the bathtub and having to get out before the water drains....
I'M SICK OF BEING FAT!
I am so sick of it all that I declare war on this weight! ....

I DO WANT TO feel sexy when my man touches me...

I DO WANT TO feel confident when I walk in a room and maybe even turn a few heads sometimes....

I DO WANT TO feel healthy and have more energy....

I DO WANT TO fit in the seats at the hockey arena, airplane or theatre seats.....

I DO WANT TO have children...

I DO WANT TO love myself again....

tlsplan

thats great you have your motivation ! make a plan you can stick with and do it daily to reach your goals one chang daily will move you toward yor goal like adding water so many glasses a day and so on you can do this you have the power to make the changes in your daily routine never give up hope this encourages you

DeeDeeLHF

excellent!!

quara

I'm sick of having ratty, ugly clothes because "why buy clothes now, I'm going to lose 5 lbs ASAP!"

I'm sick of changing into my jammies the minute I get home because my jeans are tight and uncomfortable.

I'm sick of my D cups...

I'm sick of having to adjust my jeans every time I stand up or sit down!

I'm sick of saying "when I used to be skinny...."

gr8grl68

I am sick of not wanting to go shopping, hating the size I wear
I am sick of giving into food urges I know I am strong enough to resist
I am sick of my feet and legs going stiff after sitting too long
I am sick of being self conscious all the time

and lastly--I am sick of this skinny, hot chick inside of me who keeps yelling to let her out FOR GOOD!