hoping this will stick

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Can't get a hold over myself in order to really diet. Don't have the motivation. Have no more drive...Don't care, but I should. I have three little kids that count on me and a family medical history that SCREAMS stay healthy [I have always shown, blood test wise, to be following in my families history of bad health] So the only reason I am doing this now my competitive nature to match my husbands new found obsession, if he fails I am pretty sure I will too so here's hoping he doesn't. Sorry for the downer