Why I eat?

Queentipsie

I believe that this is a question that we all have to answer. Our bodies are like cars and food is our form of fuel. No one stops at the gas station and puts gas in a full tank, but that is what most overeaters do. I use to be an over eater, drinker. Eating more and drinking more calories than my body needed. I weighed 271. I' now weigh 262.4. I gained weight when I was growing up my father kept telling me that a woman wasn't beautiful unless she was 130. My mother forced me to eat, then said I would get fat once I was addicted to eating. I've always been active. The reason I shared all that was to help just one person understand that no matter what or who has hurt you, YOU are doing more harm to yourself. I see myself in clothes that fit, I see myself enjoying shopping, I see myself excited to lay on the beach in my bikini. Keep what thoughts you need but lose all the bad thoughts of yourself and your image.

I am going to lose this weight and I refuse for food to be the death of me. I discovered that I wasn't even eating as much as I thought but I was drinking so many juices, sodas, that I couldn't afford to eat. I didn't have any calories left. Now is the time for ma and hopefully for you. Feel free to send me a friend request and we will get through this thing together and party when we through. You got my word even if I have to fly to you.:flowerforyou: