i need help

foodizfuelish

ok im new here and need support i have 4 kids almost 5 i watch an extra 1 4 days a week and home school 3 of them i am 27 and5ft 5in i weigh 130 and i want to weigh 120 i keep yo yoing from 124 to 130 i have a eating problem ususally at night i cant control myself. my husband tells me i look fine and thats when i feel like i can just eat what ever i want ,or someone says your skinny i just feel like well u can eat and i eat so much i feel sick its like i dont know when 2 stop i hate it cause i feel so fat after im done so i try real hard and usually do good for 1 to2 days i just need support im all alone.