Sorta new, ready to introduce myself

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Lets see Ive been on here for almost 2 months and found it really helped tracking and logging what I eat, then I got bored because I couldn't find any friends LOL so I stopped using the software. Now Im back and motivated all over again. It would probably have been better the first time if I hadn't been to embarrassed to introduce myself. Im 26 and my oldest son is going to be 3 years old and he's never been to the beach because of my insecurities about my weight issues. I go up and down and all around and Im tired of it. I want to lose 50-60pounds so I can feel better,have more energy, and take my son to the beach all summer like my parents did. I loved it so much and I dont want my kids to miss out because Im insecure, thats not their fault. So Im here Im going to lose the weight maybe someone wants to be buddies? I hear that helps alot, its the one thing Ive yet to try.