Not weight related, but... Im angry!

Bearface115

:explode: :mad: :devil: :brokenheart: :sick: :frown: :grumble: I have to vent alittle bit and i know for sure i cant do it on Facebook regarding some people at my work... and you you all dont mind, im venting right now. SO yesterday i thought it would be a good time to write to the Spa Director here at my work to see where she stood about me coming in to work fulltime as a Massage Therapist. of course not being certified yet, i wanted to take this time to leave my early schedule to train for a month over there and get myself more familiar with the stuff around me. So after a long, well prepared letter to her, she emails me back hours later and says, I dont have a gaurenteed position when she said i did several months ago. She hinted i should gain more expereice somewhere else, but if there is an open position closer to date, she will hire me... and right now a senior therapist is looking for more hours... Guys, when i tell you i was SHOT in the heart with disappointment, i am not exaggerating (well alittle...ha) but i felt as though maybe they could have said something EARLIER so i didnt have to endure these 5:00am shifts. and i did the early mornings bc i wanted to keep my position and good terms with my establishment so it was an easy transition and not have to go through finding a job.... All i am saying is that I was struck with mixed emotions, more or less PISSED OFF! and you know maybe i should have seen it coming bc this stuff usually would happen to be. But Thankfully last night with a few people from school and my fiancee cheered me up alittle bit and made me realize that there are other places that would kill for me and my gifts. and yes my teacher called me Gifted, he said i have a gift of reading and seeing energy. not just blowing smoke up my butt, but he made me reconize that i really do have it and I will find a job that i was meant to do! So here is too looking for a better career establishment :-) (still alittle Pissed off tho, lol)

brenda_71

Good luck to you. I'm sorry this happened. My niece has her certificate for massage therapy and got a job last year about this time
(temperary just to see how she'd do) but when mother's day was over"the busy season" they didn't call her to come in any more!
So the basicly just used her.

Bearface115

Good luck to you. I'm sorry this happened. My niece has her certificate for massage therapy and got a job last year about this time
(temperary just to see how she'd do) but when mother's day was over"the busy season" they didn't call her to come in any more!
So the basicly just used her.

That is terrible! i know how she feels tho, bc i feel used with being the opener for my current position. I never thought i'd be working at 5:00am, i feel like my support beams for my patiences just broke, lol