My Ode to Chocolate

texastae1010

ODE to Chocolate … I feel as if we have a love hate relationship…you are my weakness the one I turn to when I feel like crap, happy, sad, as many I have eat for whatever excuse that I have…as I progress on my journey to shed these pounds that I know you have helped me put on in part at my highest weight over 320lbs and having the ability to eat a dozen Krispy Kreme Do-nuts in one day and all my regular meals and possibly even eating some ice cream for dessert…I know that you are not truly my friend because you only make me feel better for one second…just one and then I feel guilty in which makes me want to have more chocolate…I also have learned dear chocolate that I turned to you to help build my Fat Armor so I could keep mean cruel world out I have realized by keeping the world out I have let the world pass me by….so I must try to bid you adieu my long standing friend and enemy…it is not your fault but it is mine. After losing 100+ lbs I thought I had it all under control and you have taught me it is easy so easy to fall back into your lure so again I say goodbye. I hope that if and when we meet again I can enjoy one moment with you and not an entire hour with you. You will always have a place in my heart just not on my lips or hips.