i almost sabotaged myself, but my victory

leomom72

so, my hubby got his paycheck in today, and asked me if i wanted to go out for dinner..of course i always do, because any night i dont have to cook is ok with me..anyhow, everytime he asks me if i wanna go out, i always have the nagging thought of guilt, and the sadness of finding a healthy restaurant..i have my cheat sheet of places, and the things i normally order, but tonight was different..i really wanted to go to ryans, a BUFFET, and i discussed with the hubby my thoughts..we agreed it was a bad idea, but he said it was my choice..i teeter-tottered with myself, and realized we had probably better go to the grocery store instead..i totally talked myself out of something i KNEW i would regret tonight..i still kinda feel like it would be totally worth it just for 1 night, to binge on what i used to eat..mac n cheese, salad with tons of dressing, pickles, olives, mashed potatoes with ranch..but i won't..it's days like this i wish i could just be content with being fat..here is to me, and those of you who make the better choice:drinker:

hush7hush

Awesome job!

live2smyle

WTG Sug!!!!