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nouch88

Hi everyone

Here is a little bit about my history, I am and have always been a bigger girl even as a child by the time I was in year 7 I had to shop in adult shops because I did not fit normal girls close of my age I had been picked on for as long as I could remember and been called the worst names, one time I remember at school and while waiting to go into class a couple of the boys put their hands near my tummy and said they had lost the hand in all my fat I was so upset but never let on as I didn't want them to know what they had said hurt me so in the end I picked on myself to get in before they did.

This went on through all my school years until i left just after first term of year 12, no one not even my family knew the extent of the bullying I had been put through over the years and I didn't want anyone to know, so i tried to loose weight but i never had the motivation to keep myself going because I thought I am happy with myself i don't care what other people think, but now I am 22 years old with a gorgeous 2 year old son and am trying once again to loose my weight but I think now i am ready to do it.

I have started personal training once a week, I also go to the gym and walk 4km everyday at a park plus i do dancing once a week as well. i hope to get down to a "normal" size for my age and not be so obese which is scary to think I am like this i never used to think that way but seeing myself in a mirror i hate it if i can get out of it i will because i am so ashmaed of my body and how it looks so i am hoping MFP will help me to achieve my goals and make me a happier and healthier person for myself and my son

Chunky_Monkey81

good luck on your journey, anything you need give me a shout

SandersWifey

Hi! Welcome and good luck on your journey! I think this site is great and hope that you find it great as well!! It is very supportive and positive!

SandersWifey

Add me if you want

sarahcowley1

hi and welcome !!! youve took the 1st step gd luck n add me if you want