So far so good, so far so ehhhh.......

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So far so great, so far so ehhhh.......
So I have had 7 sessions with my Trainer Roger. I LOVE IT! I love getting up early, which I have never done before. I love getting in the gym. I love that Roger is teaching me what to do and explaining the how and why. I love sweating it out! I love that I (with Roger's help) I push my body further than it has ever gone.



Now for the ehhhh. It is going good, very good, but I am trying to see that I am just beginning, I am impatient and want results now. I don't now, nor have I ever liked "help" so when Roger is "helping" me with some of the ab exercises I feel like I am failing! I should be able to do this on my on, when I was working my upper body, again he "helped" and it made me feel inside like I was failing.

I am very hard on myself. Always have been. Roger is an amazing trainer, sees when I need encouragement, listens to the concerns I have about my body and makes sure I don't give up.

With this journey I am learning about ME! This is more than just getting my body in shapr but getting my mind in shape too! I have always felt out of place in my body, my personality doesn't match what's on the outside. Slowly I am learning how to deal with this and trying to realize, I am not going to get it right the first 3, 7 or maybe even 10 times, but I have to try! I will stop here for now and hopefully finish this tonight or tomorrow.......