Am i back??

sftbutterflykiss

ok. here I go again... im gonna pick up.. the stress doesnt seem as bad now.. i really felll hard... just didnt care.. wanted to sleep all the time.. and good lord...... smoke.. soo.. im feeling good.. there is still one more stressful situation i have to over come yet.. with limited time.. but im able to focus on that alone.. as far as all the deaths.. my husband and i counted a total of 14 not including my grandfather.. since last november.... soo im hoping that.. is all.... for a longgg time.. i guess we all have bad years... soo here i am .. im seven pounds heavier after losing 21 pounds.. and im gonna start again.. i guess that is better then not gaining all 21... back...... maybe i needed that ... down time.. to be able to see myself at a very depressed state.. and see what it does to me.. trust me i didnt like it... AGAIN THANK YOU ANG.. FOR NOT GIVING UP ON ME.. AND TRYING YOUR BEST TO MOTIVATE ME... BUT I HAD TO DO THIS ONE ON MY OWN.. LOVE YA GIRL.. AND IM BACK.. TO EVERYONE AT MFP.. THANKS FOR JUST BEING HERE.. WHEN I WAS READY TO COME BACK...

sftbutterflykiss

ok. here I go again... im gonna pick up.. the stress doesnt seem as bad now.. i really felll hard... just didnt care.. wanted to sleep all the time.. and good lord...... smoke.. soo.. im feeling good.. there is still one more stressful situation i have to over come yet.. with limited time.. but im able to focus on that alone.. as far as all the deaths.. my husband and i counted a total of 14 not including my grandfather.. since last november.... soo im hoping that.. is all.... for a longgg time.. i guess we all have bad years... soo here i am .. im seven pounds heavier after losing 21 pounds.. and im gonna start again.. i guess that is better then not gaining all 21... back...... maybe i needed that ... down time.. to be able to see myself at a very depressed state.. and see what it does to me.. trust me i didnt like it... AGAIN THANK YOU ANG.. FOR NOT GIVING UP ON ME.. AND TRYING YOUR BEST TO MOTIVATE ME... BUT I HAD TO DO THIS ONE ON MY OWN.. LOVE YA GIRL.. AND IM BACK.. TO EVERYONE AT MFP.. THANKS FOR JUST BEING HERE.. WHEN I WAS READY TO COME BACK...

Eve23

:flowerforyou: I wondered where you had gone. So sorry things were so rough. But its good to know we can pick ourselves up by the boot straps and keep going no matter how hard we have fallen.

I am very glad to see your smiling face. :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou:

AndreaLee

Hello, and good for you that you are giving it another go. I'm doing the same.
A little setback that's all, and with all that's been going on... who can blame you. Hop back up on the bandwagon. Hugs sent your way!

nichols

welcome back and good luck :flowerforyou:

Fitness_Chick

:flowerforyou:

sftbutterflykiss

Thanks to all of you!!!.. wish me luck..and best to all of you!