An ex shaped spanner in the works

Libby81

Hiya all, I don't really know what I'm expecting to gain from posting this but just want to get it off my chest before I go eat my weigt back on ha ha

I broke up with my ex in February of this year, on pretty amicable terms (although I didn't agree with it) and we remained friends for a while going to the cinema out for food etc. I spent a long time hoping he would change his mind, miss me and come back. especially beacuse when we split he said he still loved me. Anyway i've not spoken to him for a few months and then suddenly last tuesday he messages me on msn, to tell me in the most nasty crude langauge that he'd been seeing someone else since October last year (yep 4 months while he was with me). This was massively out of the blue since I had totally let him go and to be honest it really hurt. Last Wednesday his new girlfriend, who he has proposed to texts me to question me about my relationship with him. This I didn't mind so much, although massively painful, she seemed like a genuine girl.

Heres the crux of the problem, now i have these nagging thoughts of my whole relationship, why he decide to do this now, whether she decided to stay with him, did he actually ever mean anything he said to me, going constantly round and round in my head and its making me want to EAT!!!!

I need a labotomy