Newbie, at it again

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New to myfitnesspal, but NOT to dieting. I am at it yet again after gaining 35 pounds on medication. I've been off the medication for a year now, and the first 10 pounds went fast. The remaining 25 aren't so easy and I've been having trouble finding motivation or that "AHA!" moment. Wishing I had a weight loss buddy and even better, a workout buddy! Stressful job makes it difficult to make wise food choices, much less squeeze in some exercise. Not much of a support system at home -- kids are either out of the house or too young to care and my husband actually gets upset with me when I'm trying to count my calories! I feel like I'm a closet dieter now ... Lol!