Another newbie to MFP...

heathenpoet · July 2011

Hello everyone,

I've been using MFP just over a week now, after a friend of mine told me about it. I've had a good first week and a decent loss (-4.5lb - woop!) which is a really promising start. I've made a few friends through my friend who introduced me, but thought I might start to investigate the forums too...

I'm a 26-year-old guy, self-employed, musician (performer/composer) and arts-lover.

I've always struggled with my weight since first got into a habit of bingeing as a teenager, and it's always there as a coping mechanism when I go through low periods of stress/mild depression. I know that it's a stupid thing to do, because often the reason I feel down relates in some way or other to body image worries (or in my head it does), so it's completely self-destructive. But I'm older now, and feel a bit more able to recognise warning signs, even if I still don't always feel in control.

I've had the most weight loss success following Slimming World - last time I lost 2.5st, but then kinda got complacent and have eventually piled most of it back on since leaving a couple of years ago. I want to try something different this time, and this site looks like it could be more realistic in the long run (SW is great insofar as you can eat big portions of certain things, but for me lacked flexibility at times...). Also this website and iPhone app are a zillion times better.

I hope to lose the best part of 5st eventually, but know from experience that it's one day at a time... It feels like a long way away, but life's too short not to enjoy the journey.

I always like to imagine that reaching my target weight would be the answer to all my problems, and that I would instantly ensnare a husband, get signed, rich, and generally become a better person. I know this isn't the reality, haha. But yeah, it would be nice not to feel embarrassed about my size.

OK, over and out. This has been a bit of a ramble. If anyone wants to add me then please do!

Matt x