Back again....need some buddies

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Hi,

I have been a MFP member for a while. Lost some poundage, gained some back. Got mad at myself so stopped posting. Then decided I could do this "on my own" so made everything private and got rid of the "friends" I had on here. That didn't work either.

I am just so sick of being sick of myself and disappointed in myself. I don't really feel happy or motivated THIS time, but I am just so tired of myself and the weight loss being the story of my life that I am reaching out. I need to do this and try again, and I need to stop making this stupid "journey" or whatever it is be the focal point of my life....does that make sense to anyone? If you have the same struggle, please add me as a friend and let's help each other....

Thanks for reading!!