Im not new on here but its a new start......

msstillion79

Ok i havent been pushing myself the last week to do much of anything and i really dont know why . But today i went shopping for clothes and i looked in the mirror in the dressing room and i started to cry I am so afraid that tomorrow when i weigh myself that i have gained at least the weight ive lost back My 13 yr old son had to knock on the dressing room door to get me focused on where i was He told me that he loves me no matter what and that i was pretty to him and his dad always that made me cry more lol but i decided then and there that i AM DONE no more bullsh..t enough of the excuses The reason that i am writing this is because i am looking for friends more friends that will help me I need friends to read my diary before they say good job and tell me their opinion on how i can change what i need to to get better U know to keep me accountable I know that everyone is busy with daily life but i am willing to do the same Keep each other accountable for what we do and dont do. See i have no encouragement or friends to do this with at home my best friend lives hundreds of miles away and my friends close are all skinny and in perfect health and u can forget about family My fiancee is obsesed to but he is not ready on his own to make the steps to correct it i keep asking him So if anyone is interested in my idea please friend request me I will promise to give you all the support that i can to be there for each other.

jillyjelly

Hi there - WOW what a story ! I too am trying to lose weight to at least have heather eating habits and to feel good about myself. It's hard -I know - I have been trying to lose weight for about a couple years now - I even tried Jenny Craig - I didn't use it wisely and it cost me a lot of money but now this program is working -you just have to stick with it and it is hard some days but I am hoping the outcome is worth it.

and you can do this