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do you ever wonder if you'll ever be satisfied?
i know ive made progress but when i look in the mirror i'm not stoked. i tell myself that i will one day be proud and love my body, ALL of it, you know, WHEN i get to my goal..... but i can't help but wonder.... will i ever mentally get there? will i ACTUALLY look in the mirror and think 'YES! this is what i wanted to look like" or will my shape always be that imaginary (insert food item) on a string juuuuust out of reach??

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  • Vegan_Chick
    Vegan_Chick Posts: 474 Member
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    I feel like I will never be satisfied. I will look at a picture of myself and think I look so fat in it and hate it. Then I could look at the same picture a year later and think I look good in it. Why is it that in the present, I hate myself? But I doubt I'm really that bad. It's like I beat myself up for nothing.