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My Surreal Week -

Tonilynn70
Tonilynn70 Posts: 59 Member
edited October 2024 in Motivation and Support
No one has to reply to this.. I just need to get it all out of me.

A friend of mine was trying to get me a job in her accounting firm in NY. I was positive I was going to get it.. And I didn't, due to lack of experience. I had a huge breakdown.. wondering why I am even bothering with school, if I won't get a job because I don't have experience?
She is still trying to get me back to NY in her firm, so at least my foot is in the door.

Then, yesterday, I realized my period is late... And I take a test.. and I am pregnant. 2 months by my calculations.. and I haven't been with the father since that night. We broke up. And yea! I am freaking out. I already have a 3 year old and we are not living in the ideal situation...

Then last night,(like i need more crap), some chick friends me on FB. And this morning, I find out she is my son's father's gf.

So, if this is someone's dream.. can you please wake up... because I am really scared of what the next two days are going to bring. I don't know how much more I can handle.

However, on a positive note, because of the stress of this all.. I haven't been emotional eating. Which is good for me.. however, I can barely find the energy to exercise and I am not eating quite as much as I should.

It solves the mystery of the last week tho. I am not sure how I feel.. and I would appreciate if you wouldn't express your opinions at the moment.

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  • leomom72
    leomom72 Posts: 1,797 Member
    bump..will read it later
  • kbrown1171
    kbrown1171 Posts: 48
    Read your signature line -- I think it speaks volumes.

    Good luck to you...:flowerforyou:
  • heaverchell
    heaverchell Posts: 513 Member
    Per your request no opinion but ((((((BIG HUGS))))))....think you could use this right now. :flowerforyou:
  • juleseybaby
    juleseybaby Posts: 712 Member
    No opinions - just (((HUGS))).
  • rbryntes
    rbryntes Posts: 710 Member
    unfriend your son's father's gf
  • amazon0782
    amazon0782 Posts: 22
    Just wanted to say ....we all are here to hear you out...
  • amazon0782
    amazon0782 Posts: 22
    Just wanted to say ....we all are here to hear you out...
  • cnsmith2
    cnsmith2 Posts: 539 Member
    sending you lots of positive thoughts and prayers to see things through
  • rlf58
    rlf58 Posts: 47 Member
    Saying a prayer for you, and hoping your days get easier.:heart:
  • Mom2rh
    Mom2rh Posts: 612 Member
    :heart: :flowerforyou:
  • Tonilynn70
    Tonilynn70 Posts: 59 Member
    Thank you all! I appreciate the support. I am still freaking out, upset and confused... I just needed to vent. I have my drs appt tomorrow and will take it day by day from there. <3
  • Tonilynn70
    Tonilynn70 Posts: 59 Member
    Thank you all! I appreciate the support. I am still freaking out, upset and confused... I just needed to vent. I have my drs appt tomorrow and will take it day by day from there. <3
  • chubby_checkers
    chubby_checkers Posts: 2,352 Member
    Things have a way of working out. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way. *hugs*
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