its beginning to feel a lot like chirstmas

iFeelBrandNew

so, for the rest of the month... i will NOT go over my 1200 calories per day allotment. that's my story and i'm sticking to it. i've been going CRAZY with food since it started getting colder outside and i've put back on 10 pounds. yesterday, i got a pack of fudge covered graham crackers and damn near ate the whole thing... then went to a mexican restaurant after that. this is me attempting to be honest and account for my mishaps. any encouragement is greatly appreciated.

signed,
i dont want to be fat again.