I'm in need of friends and support

roseantoinette1

Hi to all,
I've been struggling with about 55 lbs. of excess weight since I had my daughter 18 years ago at the ripe age of 39. Since that time all I seem to do is beat myself up as I've become full of self-loathing with this larger body. Please help me get motivated as I am alone so much now with my husband working (nights) and my children all grown and moved away or at college. I seem to turn to food no matter how many "good intentions" I start out with. Living in a very rural area (now) there are no real options to get together with friends and health clubs are at least 30 miles away. Any advice out there is more than welcome. I truly need a "buddy" to talk to or at least yell at me when I get so down on myself.
Thanks to everyone and a very happy holiday to all!

Rose