Back...again...

MamaLeague

I'm still around, guys. I'm just really struggling.

I stopped losing weight in April, kept on fighting until August, got pissed, gave up, and gained everything back.

I finally got blood work done, and am waiting for any results. I had my food logs reviewed by so many people in the fitness world and worked out with A class trainers, and nothing.

I just got engaged, and thought for sure I'd be motivated. Nope.

I registered for a stair climb race for the Lung Association, thinking that would motivate me. Nope.

I'm so upset with myself and discouraged. Disappointed, disgusted, you name it.

I won't go dress shopping until I lose weight. The wedding isn't until 6/2013 anyway.

I'm just not sure what will get me going again. I feel so hopeless.