THIS HAS GOT TO STOP..........

mysouljourney

JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE.
I NEED TO DROP SOME SERIOUS POUNDS. I DECIDED TO DO IT NOW RATHER THAN MAKE IT A NEWS YEARS RESOLUTION. I AM PAST DUE A LIFE STYLE CHANGE. IM ON SO MANY MEDS.,BP, PAIN, NEXIUM ETC. AND TO TOP IT OFF I HAVE SLEEP APNEA, BACK PAIN, KNEE PAIN, AND HIP PAIN. OF COURSE I WAS BUMPED AND BRUISED A TIME OR TWO IN THE MILITARY BUT MY WEIGHT PLAYS A HUGE FACTOR AS WELL. I WAS HEADED TO MY ORTHO APPT. FRIDAY TO GET HIP INJECTIONS AND I GOT SCARED. FOR ONCE I DIDINT HAVE ALL THE INFORMATION ON THE INJECTION'S SIDE EFFECT UNTIL I LOOKED IT UP THE NIGHT BEFORE. MY DR. HAD CALLED ME UP WHILE I WAS IN MY ORTHO APPT ON THURS AT 4PM AND LEFT A MESAGE ON MY CELL STATING MY CHOLESTROL WAS ELEVATED AND SO WAS MY GLUCOSE AND WE NEED TO DISCUSS PREVENTIVE MEASURES.THEN SHE GOES ON VACATION ON FRIDAY. TO ME THIS MEANS MORE MEDS. ONLINE THE SHOT IS SUPPOSE TO ELEVATE YOUR SUGAR LEVEL AND PUT YOU IN MORE PAIN FOR THE FIRST 2 OR 3 DAYS....I HAVE TO DRIVE TO HOUSTON ON MONDAY, I CANT BE ON THE ROAD LIKE THAT SO IM BACK TO IBUPROFEN ON MONDAY. MY DR COMES BACK ON THE 30TH. NOW YOU KNOW HOW MY CHIRSTMAS IS GOING TO BE......ANYWHO I CANCELED MY APPT. AND WENT TO THE GYM UNTIL I CAN GET FURTHER INFORMATION ON THIS SHOT...MAYBE IT WONT CAUSE ANY SIDE EFFECTS AND IT WILL HELP ME? AFTER TELLING MYSELF. "THIS HAS GOT TO STOP!!!!!" THIS WEIGHT NEED TO DISAPPEAR. SO HERE I AM. I AM GOING TO WORKOUT HARD AS $#@^ UP UNTIL MY DR.'S VISIT I AM GOIN TO BEAT THOSE LAB REPORTS. I MAY NOT HAVE LOST MY LEGS IN THE WAR BUT I DAMN SURE "AINT" GONE LET THEM TAKE THEM TO SOME DIABETES!!!!!!