Last Chance Saloon

simonesimmons

Hi, I am 24 years old and have being overweight since i hit puberty! I have always struggled with my weight and it is something that has made me hide away on more than one occasion, When I was 15 I visited my doctor as my period was very irregular and I was constantly gaining weight, he fobbed me off and told me come back when you are 23 and have the same problem which i did and was diagnosed with Polycystic ovarian syndrome.I like most of you guys have tried diet after diet after diet to no avail, Im weak and get disheartened easily, when I was 21 due to a bad diet, I was diagnosed with Gallstones( very very painful) the good thing about this was I was afraid to eat so dropped to my lowest weight of 12 and a half stone! I had confidence I looked good and i Bagged myself a boyfriend

Then I got the call to have the gall stones removed, after this my weight ballooned to lead me back to 16st and very very down, My weight causes me to judge my relationship with my boyfriend because I hate him looking at me, touching my wobbly bits, and even to the point where I am embarrassed to go out in public with him. He loves me and reassures me of this constantly, I am at an all time low, I am so disgusted that I have let myself look like this again, This year alone I have being diagnosed with depression am at risk of diabetes and am on the waiting list to go see a rhuematologist because my hands and feet swell. I feel like an old woman of 90 not like a 24 year old with her life ahead of her, It makes me so sad to think that because of my weight I stop myself having fun and doing things that 24year olds should be doing( siiiiiigggghhhh) This is my last chance saloon if not I cud probably start digging my grave because thats how i feel... I need motivation I need help .... Anyone else with a similar story ????