This is me, REintroducing myself!

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I was here about a year ago. Due to financial problems I had to quit my gym, which really sent me into a rough time. I was really hard on myself, I enjoyed the gym, I LOVED going, I LOVED the results I was seeing, I LOVED how I was sleeping, how I was feeling, the fact that I had energy, and just got so SO down about not being able to go. Well, it is time. I am able to get going back to the gym. the difference this time, is that, no matter what, i will continue on with my journey, if something comes up that i can't afford a membership any longer, i will find other ways. This is MY time. this is MY life this is ME taking control of it. I am SICK and TIRED of being FAT and FRUMPY I am SICK and TIRED of being ASHAMED to be in public. I am roughly 220 now. I loved this site when I was on this before, I need to STOP making excuses and START making plans!!