I am so much heavier than I thought I was!

aprilshowers262

I have a wedding pool party to attend in August and right now I feel like Shamu. And worse, an ex-boyfriend of mine will be there which makes me need to sort myself out even more so as to feel as confident possible should we cross paths. Last night, I made the catastrophic mistake of getting on the scale at my gym. I'm so much more than I thought I was! I'm not a fan of scales but thought I should bit the bullet so I could do this MFP thing right. Now my goal weight feels so far away and I worry that I won't be successful in my endeavors in time for this event. I need to look amazing in a bikini! I'm eating better than I've ever eaten and working out no less than 3 times a week and no less than an hour each time. Any tips would be much appreciated!