Mental block, anyone?

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So, I'm realizing that I have a bit of a mental block. I was at the same weight (literally, the SAME number) for every major thing in my life the last 6 or 7 years. I was that number when I met my husband, gained some weight (eating out, dating, etc.), lost it and got to that same number again for our wedding, gained a few pounds on honeymoon, lost it, got pregnant at that SAME number, etc., etc., etc.

I'm beginning to think I can't get past that freakin' number.

I *know* this is silly, but as I get closer and closer to it, I'm starting to get a little psyched out, I think. I *have* to get past it - I mean, that weight is nowhere near my healthy goal weight, etc.

Any words of advice or encouragement appreciated :)

Thanks!