This week was.....

latinqueencee
latinqueencee Posts: 120 Member
edited October 7 in Motivation and Support
the hardest ever!!! I really felt like quitting. I am not happy with the way this week went. Between the binges and the sheer laziness, I didnt exercise since Monday and it wasnt because I didnt want to, I did, but Fat Girl won this week. She and I battle it out all of the time but this week I have to say, she won. She took my goals and shredded them to pieces right in front of me. She made sure TOM kicked my butt with the worst cravings, cramps, 1.5 pound weight gain, etc. She made sure that I didnt see my accomplishments when I looked in the mirror, instead, she made me see HER and my week long failure.....until this morning. This morning as I got dressed to go food shopping I took a glance in the mirror and holy crap!, I saw ME!! I've come a long way, still have a bit to go but the key word here is BIT and that's when I realized.....Im not that fat girl anymore and this is why she's fighting me, because she is almost just a memory and she is fighting me not to disappear completely. I'm sorry Fat Girl but you are outta here, one way or another!!!!! Now give me my goals back, it's time to re-start my mission!!

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  • kmhallett
    kmhallett Posts: 98 Member
    I love it, nicely said:) I think we all have that battle, great job pulling through!
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