First timer...

boo2868

I've never used one of these websites before so this is all pretty new to me. I have always been a "big girl" and i have always carried myself as if it never effected me. My weight is constantly going up and down and i guess after 30yrs on this earth u just get used to it. Lately it's been getting worse and worse. I recently injured my back at work and ended up with 3 herniated disks and to top it all off last week when I went back to the specialist he said he thinks I may have done even more damage to it! Can a girl get a break!! Nope, not this girl. I can't excerise in the way I would love to but I am going to make the effort to atleast do something. Walking and bending are a real task for me so its all upper body for this girl! Its time that I take my life back for me! NO MORE EXCUSES! I really don't care what others think of me its how I see myself and how I feel that bothers me. I admit there are days that I cry. Days that I wish I could just go to a doctor and have him "suck" it all out, but that is a quick fix and thats not what I want. So today we begin this journey together.. I know there will be a lot of ups and down but I promise they will not win. I have the strenght to do this for myself.. I will not allow myself to fail again.......

dicove

I know the feeling, I have the same issues with my back, hurt it while working on an ambulance and it has been a struggle with weight ever since, I also am looking for someone to motivate me who has been through the same back issues as me. feel free to add me it sounds like we have alot in common :flowerforyou:

rahonda28

feel free top add me on your friends list