Thread of hope

YESS !! for me this site is something to hang on to cause it doesn't seem that i can do it by myself .

My name is Darine and im 30 years old ,i have been trying to lose weight as long as i can remember and i fail every time to maintain my weight .
this time i need to lose this ugly fat body cause it is not me . i work hard at work and i have a good social life but this body keep pulling me down ... my family ,friends and ex boyfriends have always this comment " you are beautiful but you are ruin it with this weight " i used to hate that but they are right i soooo deserve to live better than this . i deserve to have fun and wear the best clothes and have the best pictures and be healthy and not spending my time hiding under layers of clothes .

please help me with your success stories how can i lose my weight and maintain it and deal with the hunger and the craving?