21, 56.4kg, 5"4!

amyleehealey

Hello!

I am currently 56.4kg, this is my largest weight to date. My ultimate goal is reach 52-53kg as I was two-three years ago.

I've recently lost weight and actually gained it all back. My boyfriend works 5 weeks on, then has five weeks off, so when he is not here, i train 5-6 times per week, eat fantastically and lose.. when he is here I go off the rails. We dine out 4-5 times per week, eat snacks, candy, dessert, drink alcohol constantly and I never exercise.. It's ridiculous and awful and I feel very guilty,

Ironically I work in a boutique gym so it is VERY easy for me to exercise I just cannot seem to find my motivation

I am going on a holiday to America in April.. you think that would be enough! Please someone tell me there is a procedure to remove my taste buds..