Not handling Success well?!

amunet07

Funny, I couldn't wait to lose weight so...

1) I can have pictures on MySpace I'm proud of... Isn't it funny that everyone wants to take pictures when you are fat but since I've lost my weight... none!

2) I wanted to get "those looks" I used to get from guys... tonight I got an obvious one and I almost panicked! I didn't know how to handle it and would be in denial if it wasn't soo obvious. I smiled back/ looking briefly into his eyes and then looked down smiling and quickly went on?? Geeze....:blushing:

amunet07

Funny, I couldn't wait to lose weight so...

1) I can have pictures on MySpace I'm proud of... Isn't it funny that everyone wants to take pictures when you are fat but since I've lost my weight... none!

2) I wanted to get "those looks" I used to get from guys... tonight I got an obvious one and I almost panicked! I didn't know how to handle it and would be in denial if it wasn't soo obvious. I smiled back/ looking briefly into his eyes and then looked down smiling and quickly went on?? Geeze....:blushing:

angelinaz

Hey, everyone has to start somewhere! At least you smiled and looked into his eyes! That is great! I think, with practice, you will enjoy the attention! Little by little it will become "normal" for you! Being uncomfortable is something you can work through. Just one day, one step at a time! You deserve the attention!:drinker: :drinker: :drinker: :drinker: :drinker: :drinker: ::flowerforyou: :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou:

amunet07

Thank you.

I think looking into his eyes and smiling lasted a milisecond before I looked down and blushed and kept thinking Did he just smile at me like that or am I a goof and it was something else?? lol Gas? Someone behind me? or he is just an over animated friendly person?? Ugh! when does the self confidence come back???